Fic content

This is mainly a Spike/Xander fic (even if Angel appears somewhere along the way) and it's written in the point of view of the boys in turns. It deals with domestic violence, violence in general, it has bad language, bloodplay and contains explicit descriptions of sexual actions between men. Therefore it is NC-17 in some parts. There will be no specific warnings or ratings, so keep away if you are not old enough or don't like this kind of fic. It's Buffy Season 4-ish and goes completely AU.

Beta

Joolz is so fabulous, she beta'ed this for me and motivates me when I don't know how to continue. I thank her for all the patience she has with me and apologise for being stubborn about some stuff. All mistakes are mine.

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- Spander Files Archive
- adultfanfiction.net
- drus_tsus livejournal community

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Big, big thanks to everybody who voted for me and a special hug to the lovely person who actually nominated me.

Overview

Part A - Gotta Get Away
Part B - Cravings
Part C - Relevations
Part D - Interference

A: 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08
B: 09 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 | 22
C: 23 | 24 | 25 | 26 | 27 | 28 | 29 | 30 | 31 | 32 | 33
D: 34 | 35 | 36 | 37 | 38 | 39 | 40 | 41 | 42 | 43 | 44 | 45 | 46 | 47 | 48 | 49 |tbc...